By Timothy P. Williams, Senior Director of Formation and Leadership Development
Indifference, St. Vincent taught, is the key to attaining holiness. Bl. Frédéric prescribed the same disposition using the word resignation. To our ears these words carry negative connotations, implying apathy or quitting. Something certainly is lost in the translation, because, far from quitting, indifference demands of us perseverance in the pursuit of the good. As Vincent explained it “we have to resign ourselves to the good pleasure of God to bear with what He pleases and as long as it pleases Him…let’s hold fast to that, and ask God to grant us the grace to remain constantly in this state of indifference.” [CCD XI:37]
So, what does it mean to be indifferent, or resigned, if it does not mean hanging our heads in helpless sorrow? St. Louise explained that indifference “is an angelic state because the angels in heaven, who are destined to serve souls, await peacefully the command of God”. [SWLM, L.642] Indifference is acceptance of God’s will, and it is necessary to be indifferent to the state in which God places us so that we are always ready to do His will, on earth as it is in heaven, where, as Frédéric said, it is done “with the love and the joy of angels.” [Baunard, 343]
Indifference – holy indifference, as Vincent often called it – requires us to let go of our attachment to the worldly, not only wealth or power, fashion or beauty, ego or ambition, but even our very health. St. Vincent went so far as to say that “infirmities and sufferings come from God. Death, life, health, sickness-all these come by order of His Providence and, no matter how they come, they’re always for our benefit and salvation.” [CCD XI:62] Thomas Merton once observed that his vow of poverty wasn’t true poverty, because he could always walk away from it; always go get something more to eat. Physical ailments and sickness are not so easily escaped, and so in our physical suffering we truly share in the suffering of the poor and of Christ.
Often, we are disappointed that so many of the poor we serve remain poor, and we allow ourselves to forget that the hope in which we serve is much greater than this world, and that “giving love, talents and time is more important than giving money.” [Rule, Part I, 3.14] Our own suffering helps remind us of that, and as Frédéric once asked, “How do we preach resignation and courage to the unfortunate when we feel devoid of it ourselves?” [1372, Report to the Society, 1838]
Indifference and resignation are better translated as availability or unrestricted readiness. We eagerly accept what we are given as a means to our sanctification, in the hope that it will draw us closer to Christ, and by our example, draw others to Him, also.
Contemplate
Do I truly accept disappointment and success, health and suffering equally as God’s loving will for me?
Recommended Reading
A Month with St. Vincent de Paul
Contemplación: Hágase Su Voluntad
Traducción de Sandra Joya
Contemplar
¿Acepto verdaderamente la decepción y el éxito, la salud y el sufrimiento por igual, como la voluntad amorosa de Dios para mí?